I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’m breaking. You say you miss me. But do I really wanna drop everything I have just to be hurt by you again? I gave you everything. My heart, my love, my soul. And you beat it to hell like I didn’t mean anything to you at all. Remember when you said you loved me? Remember when you said there wouldn’t be anyone else? Remember when you said you could see me in your future? I’m letting go. People say love doesn’t last forever, but that’s a lie. Relationships don’t last forever, but that doesn’t mean the love is gone. I will always love you. You were my first, my everything. But I can’t keep getting hurt. It kills me. So I’m going to move on. And when you decide you really want me, when you realize I loved you with everything. I won’t be there anymore. You put me through Hell. It’s time to pick up the pieces and love with everything I have left. It’s time to leave the past in the past and create a future. So for the last time, Goodbye.
This is Kyle. He is my ex-boyfriend. He hurt me. We dated for a year. I fell for him so hard. I love him. We broke up for good two months ago and I know I’m still not over him. We stopped talking 3 weeks ago and that’s when I decided to go out with devon. Kyle is a player. He used me. I gave him everything I have. I lost my virginity to this guy. He knew how to make me feel good. He made me happy, but he just didn’t care like I did. I don’t regret doing anything with Kyle. He was the first and only guy I truly loved. yeah i love devon but i’m not in love with him like i am with Kyle. Sometimes it’s just best to let go…And it kills me..